Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Sometimes

This was inspired by something that I read in a forum. And this is my attempt at freeing some of my demons.

Here goes nothing...

1) Sometimes I wish that I were one of those cutesy ditzy girls that I hate just so I can get people's attention easier.

2) Sometimes I feel bad for not feeling an ounce of remorse for the bad things that I do/have done.

3) Sometimes I feign dumbness and ignorance about a particular topic that I know about because I'm afraid that the person I'm talking to would think I'm Ms Know-It-All.

4) Sometimes I put up with people I don't necessarily like just so I can have someone to be with for a while.

5) Sometimes I just want to ask telemarketers if they enjoy their job.

6) Sometimes I take the longer way home just so I can watch people live their everyday lives.

7) Sometimes I get so bitter about why even ugly and fat girls can get a boyfriend... while I can't. Then I ALWAYS feel instantly bad for thinking they're ugly and fat.

8) Sometimes I wonder how people would react if I shaved my hair off my head completely.

9) Sometimes I think about how my funeral will turn out and I wonder who will be attending it.

10) Sometimes, when I get scared, I sleep with all the lights on even if my conscience gets racked with guilt about the energy and power that I'm wasting.

Your turn now.

34 Comments:

Blogger Glamourpuss said...

Gawd, what a list - I can identify with pretty much all of them.

I guess for me, sometimes, I wish I wasn't so afraid to be me - all of me.

Puss

7:48 PM  
Blogger singleton said...

Those aren't demons, that's a list of real life....If everyone could be so truthful about themselves first, we might just be one big honest world!
Clink! To all the imperfections that make us perfectly unique!
Peace~

8:51 PM  
Blogger AVIANA said...

1...Sometimes I take the longer way home just so I can watch people live their everyday lives.

I so love to people watch too...i can just sit there for a longtime adn watch..but i think people get nervous when they realize you're staring at them

2. I also wonder who would come to my funeral...but i really think about who would really feel the pain of me gone besides my parents...

3. I too wonder how some people have boyfriends but then I realize that i am shallow because although i know some guys are attracted to me, since they don't look like John Abraham I don't give them the time....

have a nice one!

10:45 PM  
Blogger AviatorSunglassesandPopsicleSticks said...

i was in that forum!!!! :D

11:47 PM  
Blogger sean said...

Sometimes I wish the cage door would miraculously open and let me out.
Sometimes I would like to wander where I wish and have no set time to stay or go.
Sometimes I don't know anymore.
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Sometimes you wish you were one of those "cutesy ditzy girls"
I don't know, if that is your picture on "Sunday Best" you don't need to be anyone else than yourself- you look very beautiful looking.

2:07 AM  
Blogger Karthik Balasubramanian said...

dont we all do stuff like that?? there was a time during my life when I was like 15, When I was with my books in hand walking as I tried to memorize those damned chemical formulae, We used to have mosaic tiles on our floor and I used to walk them like a knight/Horse piece on a chess board..

We all have our little eccentricities and idiosyncrasies.. and I am really enjoying your blog..

So you do think about shaving your head huh?? if you do, please let me know how it works out..

3:47 AM  
Blogger Paige Jennifer said...

Ah, just putting it out there - so refreshing!

Sometimes I play a game of why-her-why-not-me when I read some poorly penned drivel that's been formally published or when I spot a mediocre girl being doted on by an above average boy. But unlike you, I never feel badly afterwards.

3:48 AM  
Blogger whimsicalnbrainpan said...

Interesting list.

10:27 AM  
Blogger Superficial Gibbering prater said...

1.Sometimes I think why am i so obsessed with "my" life.

2.Sometimes I think why am i "bad".

3.Sometimes I think wat the Fcuk(!)is happening with my life.

4.Sometimes i think how will it be to run like a raging bull on the busy roads of bangalore.

12:10 PM  
Blogger utopia said...

Well not just sometimes but last night I was actually quite convinced that I wanna shave my hair off. Think I shall.
Sometimes I am such a sadist that I really don't like that me.
Sometimes I just crave to have that anchor in my life just so that I could plan my whole life out with him and live happily ever after.
Sometimes I wish miracles actually happened.

1:43 PM  
Blogger zanas said...

1) u got our attention

2) sometimes life can be so bad that we had to turn around and bite it back. thus, it wasn’t your fault.

3) and I quote “to be silent is to listen. to speak is to be heard.”

4) i find that spending some quality time with them can do us good. we learn to love ourselves more **and hate them more too…keke**

5) after u asked them, keep us all posted.

6) i lurv to watch others too. from them i learn to appreciate.

7) i’m ugly, fat short, double-chinned and married…and i so much envy those pretty girls.

8) do not misunderstand when people gazed at u. because sometimes true beauty that caught their attention could have left them dumbfounded.

9) i’m worried about the pain of not seeing those people i lurv at my funeral.

10) there are times when we all feel the same way and subconciously would shed the tears which we could never understand why.

5:42 PM  
Blogger Compassion Unlimitted said...

Honesty is the watchword in this write up..true so many thoughts criss cross our minds but seldom one mentally makes note of them..Well done..its amazing
TC
CU

11:15 PM  
Blogger Jennifer McKenzie said...

1. Sometimes I think that most of the people in my life would be better off without me.

2. Sometimes I think I'm entitled to more than I'm given (which is ridiculous really)

3. Sometimes I put weird things in "Google" so I can find more places to go and discover new people.

I loved yours, Princess. I can identify.

12:15 AM  
Blogger Libby said...

i'm right beside you on #7, princess!
also on my list is..don't EVER be too trusting of anyone...even one who spent his last 17 years with you...

10:01 AM  
Blogger Carrie said...

Oh man... I nodded on most of those you have listed... especially the lights and the thinking "why THEM and not me"?

12:39 PM  
Blogger drips of paint said...

so, are the demons freed or still there... but becareful if demons are gone, something else might fill the space ...

#7 .. because I see short, ugly fat guys got all the hot chicks so not much choice left for other guys ... they have no choice.

sometimes I feel bad for being silly...

6:22 PM  
Blogger Vishnupriya Janardhanan said...

-sometimes I wish I can keep walking forever

-sometimes I feel money should never have been invented

-sometimes I feel I should quit my job and go on a world tour

-sometimes I feel I am the dumbest person in the universe

-sometimes I wish I was as nice as I would like myself to be

That was awesome!And I agree with all the entries in ur list!But,I dont wanna shave off my hair I want to dye it in rainbow colours:P

10:49 PM  
Blogger nasia said...

I am writing one.. soon.. it is goin to be way weirder..

i can identify with only 3 onur list.. :(

12:51 AM  
Blogger nasia said...

@aviana: do u think princess knows John Abraham? ;)

12:52 AM  
Blogger Lucid Darkness said...

Sometimes I wish that the headaches last, for they transport me to a different world. :]

Sometimes, I can relate to points 3, 4 and 6.

There was a time when I wondered who would attend my funeral. I don't care about it anymore. :]

PS: I've been kept busy by back to back exams. There's a short break now, and I'm catching up on my favourite blogs. :D

6:27 PM  
Blogger Molly said...

#8 would certainly get you noticed!

11:31 PM  
Blogger mathew said...

PB..you are truly one honest blogger..no pretences here.

4:51 AM  
Blogger thisisme said...

I do number 9 too. A lot. Then I think that no one would come and I get depressed. That or they would all say horrible things about me - they only tolerated me because I was useful. Ouch, I never let that sentence take shape before.

Great post. They are the things that make us human.

12:48 PM  
Blogger Ab said...

ditto on 1, 2 and 4 and th one abt being with ppl i dont have anything for, just to be with someone.... most of the rest i actually do... like chat with telemarketers.... and ya, sometimes i wish i could take a longer route home just to....lives!

1:23 PM  
Anonymous Kalyan said...

Point 8: A hint at that. Sometime back, I cut my hairs extremely short. I kinda liked it, so much that I even posted something very long on that. But dear, there were extreme reactions from whoever saw me like that. Taking a cue from that, I can tell you: If you are almost bald, only then try the bald cut. Otherwise, you can forget about it.

9:31 PM  
Blogger SUMiT said...

sometimes i feel how cud someone think of so many delighting "sometimes....."

1:15 AM  
Blogger Zee said...

i would've given you my list but that stupid britney spears has spoit the word "sometimes" by singing it! so the stupid song rang in my head throughout while i read u post! dammit!

1:54 AM  
Blogger Carrie said...

PS I LOVE your new banner! It's gorgeous.

3:06 AM  
Blogger Anu said...

wow could identify with most of the things that you had posted there...

awesome post! keep rocking

5:14 AM  
Blogger Anu said...

wow could identify with most of the things that you had posted there...

awesome post! keep rocking

5:14 AM  
Blogger DHIVYA ARASAPPAN said...

Wow- you really laid it out there for everyone to read. Really appreciate the honesty and could really relate. Bet this was somewhat therapeutic,huh?

7:11 AM  
Blogger Jadis said...

7) Sometimes I get so bitter about why even ugly and fat girls can get a boyfriend... while I can't. Then I ALWAYS feel instantly bad for thinking they're ugly and fat.


Hmmm...You so echo me there...The only difference is that i do NOT feel bad for thinking they are fat and ugly...And yeah uncouth, gross, acne-faced, wiry-haired as well.
Also I CHOOSE not to have a boyfriend. Put it that way... :D
I'm a Bengali..and MOST bengali guys INVARIABLY fall for fat, fair and curly-haired plump 'beauties'...If you are thinnish and not particularly fair, then mama's boys won't have you. But don't worry...you'll get better guys. I have...
:-) Cheers.

3:36 AM  
Blogger Jadis said...

@AVIANA
I too wonder how some people have boyfriends but then I realize that i am shallow because although i know some guys are attracted to me, since they don't look like John Abraham I don't give them the time....


I echo you there...

3:38 AM  
Blogger --Sunrise-- said...

Sometimes I wish I could run away.

7:59 PM  

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